Why must most people focus on being unhappy and then tell others they want to shoot their face off? Is this really helping you or is it bringing you down? Because I think some people are just stupid.

Lately, I've been taking time to myself. I've been cleaning out old binders full of notes and sketches, and organizing them. Looking at my past hasn't been as painful as usual. I've also come to some major conclusions and have decided to actually put some people behind me. I'm no longer acheing over the loss of affection. I'm trying to move forward with my life. I don't need people bringing me down, yet alone using me for my kindness. If I don't recieve kindness from you, don't expect me to lay down in a puddle just so you won't get yours shoes dirty. I think it's time you just walk around it, or take your problems into your own hands. There's no need for me to do everything for you still when I get nothing in return. I'm not your mother, and I hope to god I will never, ever be related to you in any way. It's over.

Currently Listening The Wheels on the Bus By Laura Hall Roger Daltrey see related

Why can't we let our mouths devour eachother?
         Why can't we turn these miles into inches,
          letters into breath, -w-e-e-k-s- into >seconds<?

Tonight my lungs are hanging from a telephone wire,
choking on the b-r-o-k-e-n digits of a dial tone.

         !*$%#

           </3

Currently Listening Burn Piano Island, Burn By The Blood Brothers, Blood Brothers I know where the canaries and crows go see related

So... I am getting into the whole xanga bit again.
I don't know how long this will last, but we'll see.

In other news...
*I wanna go to Hollister and shop
*I need to learn how to park correctly
*It would help if I got a permit
*I need to dye my hair and get better wax
*I miss Karl, Patrick & my whore
*People should not use the term plastic when describing themselves.

Mmhm... Kthx<3 .love.love.love.

Currently Listening Bless the Martyr and Kiss the Child By Norma Jean see related